Bollywood actor Sandeep Nahar’s unexpected death by suicide took the entire nation by shock. Though the reason behind his death is still unclear. The actor, who has worked in Kesari and MS Dhoni: The Untold Story, died on Monday, February 15. It would not be wrong to say that Bollywood is full of mysterious deaths of actors who passed away at a young age.
The actor had taken to Facebook to write a disturbing suicide note hours before his death and yet he couldn’t be stopped from taking the drasting step. In his long suicide note on Facebook, Sandeep mentioned that he was unable to live in an unhappy marriage, and was struggling with personal issues. The late actor also shared a video with his post talking about his sufferings.
The actor had revealed in his post that he was suffering at both personal and professional levels. Sandeep is known for performing supporting roles alongside Akshay Kumar and late actor Sushant Singh Rajput. In the “suicide note”, purportedly written by Nahar, he mentioned about “politics” he faced in Bollywood, “unprofessional functioning and the lack of emotions in people working in the industry”.
Written in Hindi, the note mentioned that none of his family members should be made responsible for his decision. A part of his post read, “mai jita agar mei single hota mujhe pta jine ke liye bahaduri chahiye bt abhi to mai bus apne mummy daddy se maafi mangta ho us har pal ke liye jab mene unka dil dukhaya mai yanha unhe proud feel karne ke liye aayaa tha.or kuch ban kar unke liye kuch krna chahta tha bt meri ik galti shadi ne life change kr di meri .ab jine ki ichaa nhi rhi hai..paiso ko lekar kaam ko lekar har stress jhelaa ja sakta hai bt yeh aurat wala kalesh nhi jhela jata..or mumbai ne mujhe kaam bohat dia is Maya nagari ko bhi thanks karna chahta?bt is Maya nagari bollywood me bhi bohat politics hai apka bus umide dekar apka waqt khaa jate hai or baad me project se replace kar dete hai wo bhi sab kuch hone ke bad agreement hone baad yanha log bhi bohat prectical hai no imotion bus dikhawe ki jhooti life me jite hai ..wo waqt hi acha tha jab kache ghr hote the logo me pyaar hota sab apne lagte the aaj kal to sab apne hokar bhi praye lagte ..bheed me akela jina bhi ik kala hai ..kalyug ka dor hai galat karne wale raja hai khush hai .. imandari se acha behaviour krne se yanha log apko chhorta samjhte hai attitude rakhne walo ko salute krte hai alag mamla hai ..bus dil❤️ nhi ab jine ka ..plz meri jane ke baad kanchan ko koi kuch na kahe .?bus usme gussaa bohat jayada or chikhna chilnaa na samjh hai apni imagination wali life me jiti hai agr waisa na to bawal karti dimag se bimar hai or yeh sab isme se nikal jaye to iski life me sab acha ho jaye or yeh dusro ko khush rakh sake lekin mere sath iski understanding bilkul nahi hai kaan ki kachhi hai koi bhi isko bhadka deta apni isme samjh nhi ki kon si baat sun ni chahiye kon si nhi bus har baat ka to effect mujhe lena padta ..meri saas to bus har baat pr police case dalne ke piche rehti ..mei alg bhi hua Feb me taki thoda space mil jaye taki mind relax ho Kanchan apne sath time bitaye use apni galtio ka aihsas ho mai bhi kaam pr focus kru bt nhi tab bhi sasu maa ne apni kaanuni kitab khol li or mujhe andar karwane ki baat kehne lagi ki meri beti se shadi karke bhag gyaa yaar had hoti hai koi insaan samjhna hi nhi chahta 10sal se kannchn Mumbai me hai mai thodi punjab se laya tha use.. tab bolti hai mai 10 sal se uske sath rehti thi or haan apni baato se paltana or jhhoot bolna koi inse sikhe .inki beti bhi jhoot bolti bato se palat jati hai ab jhote insan ko bhala kon sach sabit kar sakta..mere past ke liye ladti hai bt apne x ke sath aj tak touch me hai bus wohi baat hai naa khud ki kamia nhi dikhai deti agr baat bhi karti mujhe koi problem nhi hai bcz life hai aapko jiske sath acha feel hota hai ap baat kroge obviously bt mujhe roj mt mere past ke liye tount maro kalesh kro jo cheaper hi close hai jinka koi vazud nhi uske liye ladai bhala kanha ki samjhdari hai . actually kanchan ki story telling me mai villen ho yeh mere baare me bohat bura sochti hai or apni frds sabko aise batati hai mere bare me jaise mai insan nhi koi rakshash yaa bhoot ho.chalo anyway sasu ma dhamkio se mei fir kanchan ke pas a gya wohi narak life wohi kalesh wo tount marna wo jis bat pr 1000 baar lad chuki hai wohi repeat telecast roj chalu. yeh baat bhi sach hai sawar narak hota hai bt shadi ke bad se shuru hota or yeh shadi 2019 me isne apni zid or marne ki dhamkia de kr ki fasi pr latad rhi thi mujhe bhi Tara’s aayaa ki bechari ka koi nhi tab mujhe yeh nhi pta tha mere tars kia hua mujhe itna bhari padega yeh roj mujhe troma degi meri kanhi koi value rakhti nhi na importance deti mera kia hua kabhi count hi nhi krti…yeh sawarg ya narak shadi ke baad hi wo feeling aati hai lekin me to 2 saal se narak hi bhog rha ho ab nhi or sehan hota ??jaane anjane me agar kisi ka dil❤️ dukhaya ho to ?hath jodkar maaf ,khush rhiye or dusro ko bhi rakhiye jaisi life khud jeena chahte ho dusro ko bhi do ..kisi ko kaid me rakhkar zid se pyar hasil nhi kia ja sakta pyar se pyaar hasil kia ja sakta hai .jo lait shadi hone se yaa naa hone se akele rehne se log nhi marte aisa nhi suna bt galat shadi hone se kafi logo marte dekha hai mene ?
Yeh me bohat pehle kar leta suicide bt mene apne aap ko time dia ki chije thik hogi har waqt motivate kia bt roja same kalesh hote hai is chakarview me fas chuka ho nikale kaa koi rasta nhi iske ilawa ..ab mujhe yeh step khushi khushi lena hoga yanha is life me bohat narak mil rha shayed yanha se jane ke baad ki life kaisi hogi mujhe pataa nhi bt mujhe itna ptaa hai ki mai wo face lunga ?ik request hai mere jane ke baad Kanchan ko kuch mat bolna bus uska dimag ka ilaaz jarur karwa dena ?” (sic)
The official said they are waiting for a postmortem report to understand the cause of Nahar’s death and how he died. Police are still investigating.
